hi! no more tenting tmr ): sigh.. was so excited for it.. but nvm. must think positive! :D can... er... rest! yup :) today i did more clothes washing and dish washing. my hand skin is peeling and i have 2 small little wounds on my hand! one on my index finger and one on my pinky! it hurts everytime i touch soap water ): sigh. i miss my maid. lol.

not only the washing machine giving me trouble, my cat too! zzz. the washing machine spoil. so i have to hand wash all my clothes. and thats the reason why my hand skin is peeling. and it feels so rough now. and my cat, SHE SHITTED ON MY BED. THANKSS AHHHHHHHhhh.... now shes locked up in the kitchen. feel so sad for her. but serve her right! but.... when i look into the kitchen, she'll do that innocent puppy.. i mean kitty eyes.. and she'll keep scratching the door. ): poor poor hazel. i have no choice but to endure!!!! cos my mommy wants her in!

at first, hazel shitted in my mom's bath tub.. so i carried her to the tub, pointed at the poop and whack her. (have to show her whats right and wrong) and my mom brought the poo to her potty place and showed her where her poo should be! then i think she was angry with me for hitting her...... so... she had her revenge by shitting on my bed. what a smart and stubborn cat! stupid cat! (thats what my dad always say) zzz..

sigh. my mom is having tooth ache. yes.. she went to the dentist alr. the dentist said that its cos her tooth cracked. and i think it really hurts cos she has been whining a lot. ): please pray for her.. ): poor mommy.

shall go watch hairspray. i recorded it :D so bye!

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hi! i've beeen doing choreeeesss almost the whole day today leh! ): from washing clothes, to sweeping the floor, to ironing clothes, to cooking curry with my mom, to washing the dishes, to more washing the dishes & more washing dishes. -.- my hands become prunes alr. ): sobsob. and super rough :\ ants cannot slide down alr. ha. -.-

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hello.. feeling better much now :) after some sleep. heh. sorry for the emo post x.x (best if you don't read it :P) today i woke up at 9+.. watched tv and breakfasted. & then wash clothes and wash plates. cos my maid has goneeee to indonesia! :'( poor me. i'm the next maid in my family. zzz. oh well. i think chores are fun! ^^ if i have the time that is. heh :) washing clothes is fun! but only if you didn't have any problems with the dumb washing machine like i did :\ boo. i'm a lousy housewife :P but a good wife still! >:P HAHAHA. ok whatever.





I WANNA PLAY WARCRAFT!!! my warcraft smth wrong! stupig ): been waiting for like 1 month alr. =___=" someone help!!!!





i dowan to feel sad/angry/or whtever anymore! i wanna smile & be happy like this picture! HAHA...
i hope yingmei won't kill me for posting this. hehe :D
i'm a sad girl so you can't be angry with me! :D HAHA! ok whatever. :P

ok bye! i'm going to rot at home today :(

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haiz. so tired. why is life so stressful? i really cannot take it anymore. its like my head is exploding! honestly, i dunno what to do now.

what does it take to be a good person? whatever i do, i always end up being the one to blame. i hate it. i hate the feeling of getting blamed when all i did was in good intentions. i hate to quarrel over small little things. i knew it was going to happen. i warned them, they didn't listen. & now all this happened, and i'm trying to solve it. not only that, it seemed like i am the one to blame.

i've learnt my lesson.. next time. dun be a busybody. dun stick your nose into people's business, dun look for trouble. shut your big fat mouth. and mind your own business. keep your low profile, and go with the flow. dun try to change anything. dun give suggestions, dun even care or bother about anything but my family.

yes i'm sad. furious. but who cares anyway. i guess i think very differently from what other people think. i can't follow or do something that i don't believe in. unless i don't care at all.

stop it, stella.

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