sigh. recently, i've been realllly frustrated/stressed/etc. pushed to my limit. i really feeel like giving up now. so many problems and troubles. soooo fed up! if i could only throw all these responsibilities away! :( but i can't. I HAVE TO PUSH ON!! for God! if i don't hold on to Him and persist, i think i'll become my old self again T_T hot tempered and stuff. stupid!!!!!!!! will anyone ever understand me?