nowadays.. feeling really weird. not myself. i have a feeling its spiritual attack ): sigh.. feel like everythings a mess. i feel discouragement in sooooooooooooo many directions.. sometimes i feel like giving up.. but i know God is real.. i know God loves me and wants to help me.. if i let Him that is. i know..

why do we always feel like giving up on God when we face difficult situations? when He has never given up on us.... He... is not the one we should blame..

why do we always run away from the One who wants to help us the most?



humans are just so silly. yes? :)
well i'm determined.. to really stay strong & to believe that when the time is right, God will answer.. ^-^



went out with libin and lihong today.. really had a blast :D haha! just something random..

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