i really love my parents veryy much :D they're the nicest people in singapore! lol. (still ok la) not exactly a perfect couple, (they had countless of fights) but just very simple and loving parents. they quarrel over money issues, r/s issues, children issues before (sadly have to admit. lol).. like any other parent really. but well.. when i was a little girl (just a few years ago :x) my family was what i call destroyed. really. fights almost every night. mom very busy with work that she didn't have time to spend quality time with me. (with me at least. i dunno about my sis) when she came back from work, she would eat her dinner and go straight to bed. & maybe watch some tv la. i dunno if watching tv was her hobby last time or not.. i'm not sure cos i'm too young to realise. but watching tv is definitely her hobby now. -________-" (every night no fail. unless sick!) back to what i was saying, she was just too busy for anything.
my dad was also busy as well i guess. & surely both of them were really stress after work.. so tensions got stronger. when i was a kid, i dunno why.. i dunno if yo'll ever did that before... x_X but... i would sometimes create my own song and just stand by the window singing. (oh man. i'm scarying myself -.- ha, no just kidding ._.) when i'm happy, i sing happy songs. sad, i sing sad songs. i just join words & make a tune. very simple actually. (but of cos just nonsense tune la -.-) tell you why i was standing at the window. :P HAHA. veli interesting de wors. side track abit. HE-HE. tell you my love story LOL.

i was looking down at the playground. :x because when young, i always go down to the playground to play. blindmice, catching, swing, etc etc la. (think you all also got b4) yeah. & there was a malay boy that i liked. he liked me too. ^-^ haha! i dunno man.. just one day my little girlfriend told me that the malay boy likes me. then thats how it started. & i guess... it all just went on smoothly.. i dunno how, what, why, where, when... but we became like a 'couple'. just a clean couple. no holding hands etc etc. (or maybe there is. forgot. but no kissing of cos) but anyway! when i see him at the playground.. it really made me happy.. very happy. its like.. i'm singing a sad song... then i see him, then i start singing a happy song! lol! yeah. & if it was still early, i would rush down to the playground to play with him & of cos other playgrounders :) haha! he even moved beside my house after my neighbour left. :O! isn't he the sweetest?!?!

then during my birthday one day, i had a party at my house.. all my relative came, etc etc.. then after that i looked out of the window... and saw him at the playground!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i quicky & secretly went out of the house (in the middle of the party) & went to the playground to play! it was the first time i ever stayed at the playground so late. so late, that only him, his maid & i was there. it was just.. romantic la. i was sitting at the bridge there.. then he came and lie down horizontally beside me. you know what i mean? yea. his head beside me of cos. he looked into my eyes.. (his eyes veh sparklely lol) then i shy la. so i look away. & i just tot that i should go. worried about my parents and thinking whether the party ended alr anot. so i went off VERY HAPPY. lol! i think it was the happiest day of my life. everything went on as usual.. until one day he had to leave. T_T sometimes i hear fightings at his house.. i dunno if i really heard it there.... or... somewhere else. :\ so everyday, as usual, i would look out of the window just to look for him. but until veh long alr.. i couldn't stop being curious whyyyy he wasn't there and stuffs. so one day i look into his house window at the corridor, his mom recognised me.. & told me he couldn't come out and play.. cos he have to study. so i was like... sad.. & also phew la. sad cos he can't come out to play! but phew cos... i tot he didn't want to see me again. lol..
yeah.. but then after awhile.. they moved.. moved to a very far place. i went there once.. maybe 1 or 2 years or MONTHS after he moved. went there with my dad to pick my maid up. my maid & his maid were good friends & my maid was having her off day so went to his house i guess. when my dad & i reach the block.. i saw this indian girl with her mom walking to somewhere. but just tot that she was just an indian girl so i didn't care & stuff. but when i reached his house, i saw him! i was really happy.... really happy. but his maid was a wet blanket! :@ she said to me... jokingly of course... "(name) has another girlfriend already... indian girlfriend hahah.ah.a.h.ah.a.ha..................." & she told him to tell me. but he was too shy/embarrassed or smth... that he like.. hid in one of his room. =__= then i thought to myself.. 'must be that girl just now'. (smart right) at that time.. i was devastated. but i didn't cry. or my dad would think i'm crazy. my dad was really really fierce when i was young. & he hates it when people cry. (like every other father, right? think they just scared they become soft hearted. dowan to 'lose their cool') yeah so.. i held it in. & then went back home to cry. (come on.. i was heartbroken! lol!) & after that day.. i slowly forgot about him! ^^ haha. the end.

okay. we side tracked a lot but oh well! its my blog so i'm boss :3 WUAHAHAHA! feels good to say that. HAHA okok.. i think i type a lot today. dun think you all will so free as to read all also. :) but, of cos if you really do... WOW! lol.
sayonaraaaararararaaaaaa~ ;}

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