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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
random stuff thats in my head


hello :)

i feel super bad now? cos i didn't go clb )): i'm sucha bad girl!!!!! argh.. i think i'll never skip clb ever! really this guilt inside of me is KILLING ME.. seeing my classmates (those who suppose to go) not going clb made me think: 'why should i go then?' :( (& of cos many other reasons) thought i was wasting my time cos i ain't learning anything there anyway.. might as well stay at home & read a chinese dictionary :\ home is a nicer place anyway. but well, i don't think i'm ever gonna do that again.. i feel really bad.

anyway. recently have been thinking of death.. :\ things have been happening & i don't think i'm ready to face death.. not until i have done my responsibility properly & thats letting ppl know God. obviously i have not done enough.. i don't want to face God with nothing. but its just so difficult.. cos its near exam time alr.. most of my friends are chionging their studies alr! o_O its so stressful. & having to keep up with so many things at such little time is not easy.. but i guess i know that God will help me :D i'm so fortunate!

waking up everyday to know that i'm still alive.. feels great. who knows, i might just die right now, at this very moment in front of the comp (what a great place to pass away) o_O not trying to be emo here or SCARE YOU SCAREDY CATS, but just saying the facts man :x HAHA. ppl dying at such a young age alr! x_o really need to bao wo (:D) my life! i meanz.. like they always say 'live life to the fullest' right? at least then if i die, i'll not regret anything.
BUT OF COS I DON'T WANNA DIE SO EARLY LA. i still wanna tell my parents how much i appreciate them taking care of a super naughty & stubborn girl & tell them i love them very much! and i still want a family :) & i wanna play with my children & my children's children! WUAHAHHAA.. thinking afar :b

wow :) typed some scary stuff.. now to scare you even more!
tlit your head to the left! :D TY!
voice in the background: miss yee
worried thumb zilianing! :O it haz a turban on its head if you didn't know :b
another worried photo!


hmm. yesterday was Youth Day! :D how to celebrate your youth? study! -.- (cos if you're not a youth, you'll be either working or....... working! o_x) so melanie, xuemin, geokting and i went science centre mac to study. why science centre? i don't know.. but what matters is that we study! :b heh. science centre is having an exhibition! o.o! a dinosaur exhibition! O.O!! dinosaurs are so cool! :DD think thats why God created them? to impress me! :b hohoho.. me and geok was like 'ahhhh!' when we saw the dinosaur that i'm gonna show you! hahaha! rich pipos.. dinosaur fans hereeeee *hint hint* ticket only costs $3~ *hint hint* we'll be realllyyy happyyyyy~ *hint hint* got the hint?!?!?!! :}

this dinosaur can rar! o.o!! COOL OR WHAT?! its tail also can move worrrxxsz!


night view is nice :) creepy~

in mac, saw one huachong lower sec guy with his friends. they are like the geniuses of rubics cubes!! saw a 6 by 6 cube b4? (k la, not 6 by 6. BUT MORE! count yourself :b) well, show you one which is SOLVED alr! he did it in like.. minutes! O_O (k la, maybe not. it was more than half done when he came mac. like, the middle parts of the cube was done alr.) heh.. dare to show off about solving a 4 by 4 rubics cube now? guess not.

Libin sent me a sms with this verse that encourages me a lot.. after thinking about stress in school & stuff. maybe can encourage you ppl out there too :)

Jeremiah 29:11

'I know what I'm doing, I have it all planned out. Plans to take care of you, not abandon you, to give you the future you hope for.'

btw, the 'I' refers to God.. :D & of cos i can't keep slacking anymore! i have to work hard first then God will help me :)) SO JIAYOU CUTIE! HAHAZ..

my friends and i planned to speak chinese from now onwards! x_x i'm dead man. although we planned it like a few weeks ago, we really need to get started right now! but, lol, i think i'm the only one who is dragging it. HAHA :x i'll try my very best! but if i really dunno how to say smth in chinese, i'll just say it in english kay? :x oh wait, cannot! then i'll say everything in english alr! lol, kidding :b



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